My life story

I am 41 years old, I am not married and not going, for what?....I have no kids because can't afford it. I recorded one song Big Provocation in Malta in 2011 and have some few views. I see that world is wrong, I can't simply live this way any more. I can't go and where to go? I see that bi***ches have everything and I dont damn have anything, I am struggling with my 1200$ loan and with my family which have no other business except to beat me. I dont have monay and you know why. So there is question, What is this world is about? When every person in this world fucked up by Russia because they dont have reason for existence. I am tired and ill. Good buy